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Chapter 5 : I tried to kill you

Sunlight slipped through the curtains, warm and gentle, brushing across Avantika’s face. She stirred slowly, her body heavy but steady. The exhaustion from the night before lingered, but it no longer frightened her. She had learned to move through tiredness.

She sat up, paused for a moment, and took a slow breath.

No pain.

No dizziness.

Good.

She followed her routine without hurry, brushing her teeth, washing her face, tying her hair back neatly. In the mirror, she looked like herself again. Not a survivor. Not a secret. Just a doctor getting ready for work.

At breakfast, her mother set a plate in front of her. “You came late last night,” she said gently.

“Emergency,” Avantika replied, pouring herself some tea. “Long case.”

Her father glanced up from the newspaper. “Everything okay now?”

She nodded. “Yes.”

That was all she said. They didn’t press. They trusted her.

She finished her tea, picked up her bag, and stepped out into the morning. The street was already awake. Vendors calling out, buses honking, people rushing somewhere important. Life moved forward, unconcerned with what had happened inside an operating room hours earlier.

At the hospital, the familiar rhythm welcomed her back.

She changed into her coat, clipped her ID in place, and walked toward the cardiology ward. Nurses greeted her with quiet smiles.

One of them said softly, “Good morning, doctor.”

“Good morning,” Avantika replied.

She checked patient files, reviewed reports, moved from bed to bed with the same calm focus as always. A child smiled at her when she explained his condition. An elderly woman squeezed her hand in gratitude.

Everything felt normal.

Avantika moved down the corridor with her file tucked under her arm, stopping briefly at each room during rounds. She listened, checked reports, adjusted medications, spoke in calm, measured sentences.

When she reached the next room. She pushed the door open.

Raghav looked up.

For a second, the world seemed to tilt.

Shock froze him where he lay. The IV line, the monitor, the pale walls fading into nothing. His breath caught, sharp and sudden.

Her.

Alive.

Standing infront of him.

This woman wore a doctor’s coat. Her hair was tied back neatly. Her eyes were steady, unreadable.

Avantika didn’t react.

She glanced at the monitor, then at the chart in her hand, her expression professional, detached.

“How’s the pain?” she asked.

Raghav swallowed. “It’s… manageable.”

She nodded slightly, checking his vitals. “Chest tightness is expected. Don’t strain. No sudden movement.”

Her eyes never lingered on his face. Not recognition. Not fear.

Just assessment.

Beside her, the nurse adjusted the drip. “Vitals are stable,” she said, then added without thinking, “You’re recovering well, sir. You’re lucky.”

Raghav’s gaze stayed locked on Avantika.

“Lucky?” he asked hoarsely.

The nurse smiled faintly. “Yes. Doctor gave you blood when we didn’t have any. And she performed the surgery herself.”

The words landed like a blow.

Blood.

Her blood.

Raghav’s chest tightened. Not from injury, but from something deeper, heavier. His mind flashed backward in fragments: chains, darkness, fear in her eyes, the certainty that she wouldn’t survive.

And here she was. Standing at his bedside.

Saving him. Without knowing who he was.

Avantika finished her checks and met his eyes briefly for the first time.

“You’ll be shifted out of ICU soon,” she said. “Rest. Let your body heal.”

She turned to leave. Raghav’s fingers curled slowly against the bedsheet.

“Doctor,” he said quietly.

She paused.

“Yes?”

For the first time since waking, he didn’t know what to say.

I tried to kill you

stayed locked behind his teeth.

You should hate me

burned in his throat.

Nothing came out.

Avantika waited one second longer, then continued out of the room.

The door closed softly behind her.

Raghav lay back against the pillow, staring at the ceiling, the steady beep of the monitor suddenly unbearable.

Guilt rose inside him. She hadn’t begged him this time. She hadn’t looked afraid. She had saved him.

And that realization hurt more than the bullet ever had.

Raghav lay awake long after the ward had gone quiet.

The lights were dimmed, the curtain half-drawn, the steady beep of the monitor cutting into his thoughts like a blade. His chest ached dully, but it wasn’t the pain keeping him awake.

It was her. The way she had stood at his bedside. The way her voice hadn’t trembled. The way she had looked at him like he was nothing more than a patient.

No recognition.

No fear.

That was what unsettled him the most. He closed his eyes. And the past surged forward.

Darkness. A narrow space. The smell of damp concrete.

A black hoodie pulled low. A mask hiding his face. Only his eyes visible.

Her eyes had found his then wide, terrified, shining with tears. She had looked straight at him, as if begging him to see her as human.

Please…

The memory twisted in his chest. Those same eyes had looked at him again today.

Calm. Focused. Controlled.

He opened his eyes sharply.

Impossible.

People didn’t survive what he had done. He had watched her fall. Watched the blood spread.

And yet—

His gaze drifted to the door she had walked through.

What if it’s not her?

What if it’s someone who looks like her?

The thought clung to him, refusing to let go.

He pressed the call button. A moment later, one of his men stepped inside quietly.

“Sir?”

Raghav didn’t look at him. “Who was the doctor on duty today?”

The man hesitated. “The cardiologist who did your surgery?”

“Yes.”

“She’s new, sir. Joined recently.”

Raghav’s jaw tightened. “Name.”

“Dr. Avantika.”

The room seemed to shrink. Raghav’s fingers curled slowly against the bedsheet.

Avantika.

The name slid into place too smoothly.

His voice dropped. “Find out everything about her. Quietly.”

“Sir?”

“No noise. No questions. I don’t want her disturbed.”

The man nodded immediately. “Yes, sir.”

Raghav’s gaze hardened. “And don’t inform my father about my condition.”

The man looked startled. “Sir, he’ll be worried—”

“I said don’t call him,” Raghav snapped, pain flaring as he shifted. “He doesn’t need to know. Not yet.”

A pause.

“…Understood, sir.”

The man stepped back toward the door.

“One more thing,” Raghav added.

“Yes?”

“If anyone asks,” he said slowly, “this was a routine injury. Nothing serious.”

The door closed softly. Raghav stared at the ceiling again, the monitor’s rhythm matching the pounding in his head.

Her face from the basement overlapped with her face in the hospital.

Fear.

Calm.

Victim.

Doctor.

She had begged him once. Today, she had saved him without even knowing who he was.

His breath caught.

If it’s her…

If she survived…

Then the story he believed was finished had never ended at all. And he needed to know the truth.

Not for justice.

Not for forgiveness.

But because the woman he tried to erase had somehow become the only thing he could think about.

Obsession didn’t arrive like a storm.

It settled quietly and refused to leave.



Flashback :

Two months ago.That Night.

Dinner ended quietly. The house felt warm, familiar, the soft glow of lights, the sound of cutlery being cleared, the comfort of routine. Raghav sat with his father in the living room, listening as he spoke about small things, smiling the way he always did.

His father looked peaceful.

Then his phone rang. The change was instant.

His father’s face drained of color as he answered the call. His hand tightened around the phone. He didn’t say much, just a few low words before ending it.

Raghav noticed immediately. “Dad? What happened?”

His father sank into the sofa slowly, like the strength had left him. For a moment, he didn’t speak. His eyes looked wet. Tired.

Raghav moved closer. “Dad… tell me.”

His father let out a shaky breath. “She’s trying to destroy us.”

Raghav frowned. “Who?”

“That doctor,” his father said softly.

“Avantika.”

Raghav stiffened. “What do you mean?”

His father rubbed his temples, voice trembling just enough to sound real. “Last month, she came late for an important surgery. I scolded her. I shouldn’t have… but I did. Since then, she’s been holding a grudge.”

Raghav shook his head. “That doesn’t—”

“She’s manipulating people,” his father interrupted gently. “Twisting stories. Creating fake reports. Telling everyone that the hospital is involved in illegal activities.”

Raghav’s jaw tightened.

“She’s talking to media,” his father continued, almost breaking now. “Trying to involve police. She wants to shut the hospital down, Raghav. Seize it. Ruin everything I built.”

“That’s a serious accusation,” Raghav said slowly.

“I tried to talk to her,” his father said, his voice cracking. “I begged her to stop. I explained the consequences. But she doesn’t care. She’s angry. She wants revenge.”

His eyes filled with tears.

“Please,” he said quietly. “Help me. I don’t know what else to do.”

Something snapped inside Raghav.

Anger rose fast, hot and protective.

“Enough,” he said firmly. “You don’t have to worry about this anymore.”

His father looked up, startled. “Raghav—”

“Leave this matter to me,” Raghav said, standing. “I’ll deal with it.”

His father reached for his hand, squeezing it with gratitude. “I knew I could trust you.”

Raghav didn’t see the calculation behind his father’s relief. All he saw was a man he loved, afraid of losing everything.

And that was enough to make him dangerous.

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