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Chapter 17 : Confession

Siyara sat in silence, her mind tangled in the memory of the two girls. Their eyes too young, too haunted lingered in her thoughts until time itself blurred. She didn’t notice the shift in air until his voice broke the stillness.

“You’ll drown if you keep thinking like this.”

Her chest tightened. Aarav. Even without looking, she felt him, as though his presence was stitched into the silence itself.

She turned, her voice brittle. “Why are you here again?”

He didn’t blink. “Because you need someone when you won’t admit it.”

Her lips curved in a bitter half-smile. “And you think that someone has to be you?”

“I don’t think,” he said softly, with a weight that almost sounded like confession. “I know.”

Her throat caught. Before she could argue, he tilted his head toward the door. “Come.” His tone wasn’t commanding, it was steady, like a hand offered in the dark.

Outside, the air cooled her skin. The car waited, polished under the pale wash of the streetlight. He walked ahead first, and then without arrogance, without hurry he opened the door for her.

Her eyes flicked to him, startled. His gaze didn’t demand hers; it lingered just enough to say I see you. She slipped inside, unsettled by the strange gentleness of it.

The ride unfolded in silence. The city drifted past in blurred fragments, and in the dim light she caught him watching the road with that unreadable stillness. Yet there was a softness at the edge of his posture as if the silence was not a cage this time, but a shield.

When the car finally stilled before his house, he stepped out first again. The door clicked open under his hand. He waited, calm, patient, as she climbed out.

Her feet touched the ground. The house loomed before her, familiar yet suffocating.

Aarav’s voice came low, steady, carrying something gentler than she expected.

“Go inside,” he said. “I have some work. I’ll be back later.”

Not a command. Not a threat. Just words, spoken with a quiet warmth that left her disarmed.

And then he was gone, the car rolling into the night, leaving her standing at the edge of his world confused by the very thing she never thought he could offer.

Gentleness.

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Siyara stepped inside. Warm light spilled from the hall, and his mother greeted her with a gentle smile, her words soft, as though she sensed the storm beneath Siyara’s silence.

After freshening up, she ate a quiet dinner and retreated to her room. Alone, she sat for a long time, staring at the ceiling. Thoughts of her life pressed heavy on her chest what she had lost, what she had been forced into, and the strange web tightening around her.

Eventually, sleep pulled her under.

But it wasn’t kind.

In her dream, rough hands dragged her across the floor into a dark storeroom. Her voice broke into screams that no one answered. Her dress tore, fabric ripping like fragile skin. Shadows pressed close, cruel, suffocating.

She jolted awake. Heart hammering, body damp with cold sweat. For a moment she couldn’t breathe, couldn’t even move. Slowly, painfully, she forced herself back into the stillness of the room. “It’s not real,” she whispered to herself. She closed her eyes, willing the nightmare away, and after a long stretch of trembling breaths, sleep claimed her again.

But not for long.

A weight wrapped around her hand. Her lashes fluttered open. Her breath stopped.

Aarav.

He was seated on the floor beside her bed, head resting against the edge, his fingers laced gently with hers. His eyes were closed, his face calm in sleep. He thought she was still lost to dreams.

Her pulse raced. She dared not move.

Then, as though some instinct stirred him, Aarav’s lashes lifted. His gaze flicked upward straight into her face.

She panicked, squeezing her eyes shut, feigning sleep. Her hand trembled in his grip, but she prayed he wouldn’t notice.

For a moment there was only silence. And then his voice, hushed, slipping through the dark like something he had never meant to say aloud.

“You’ll never know how much it kills me… seeing you fight me, seeing you fear me. But even then—” his words cracked, low, reverent, almost broken—“I can’t let you go. You’re mine, Siyara. In every world, you’re mine.”

His thumb brushed faintly over her knuckles, a touch so uncharacteristically tender it made her chest ache.

She kept her eyes closed, heart thundering, unsure if it was safer to keep pretending or to open them and face the man who haunted her waking life as much as her dreams.

He shifted slightly, lifting his head. His breath brushed her knuckles, warm against her skin.

“I know you’re asleep,” he whispered, his voice low, almost breaking. “But maybe it’s easier to speak when you can’t hear me… or maybe when you pretend not to.”

There was a pause, heavy, trembling. Then his words fell, raw and unguarded.

“I love you, Siyara.”

The confession seeped into the silence like fire into paper. Not loud. Not demanding. Just a truth he carried like a wound.

His thumb traced the edge of her bandage, and his tone deepened.

“I love you more than you’ll ever want me to. More than I can survive. And if loving you makes me cruel, makes me dangerous… then so be it. I’d rather be cursed with you than blessed without you.”

Her heart hammered so loudly she was afraid he’d hear. But she kept still, eyes shut, lashes damp.

“I love you,” he whispered again, almost to himself this time. “Even if you never forgive me. Even if you never love me back.”

Then he lowered his head, resting it lightly beside her hand once more. His breathing evened out slowly, but Siyara lay frozen, every word etched into her bones.

When Siyara finally drifted into sleep, Aarav’s words clung to her like the echo of a storm.

I love you. Even if you never love me back.

They haunted her dreams, lingered in her pulse.

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Dawn broke softly, spilling pale gold across the room. Siyara stirred, her lashes fluttering, and found her hand still held within his though now his grip was looser, his head tilted back against the side of her bed, eyes closed. He had fallen asleep sitting there, keeping his vigil until the night surrendered to light.

Quietly, she pulled her hand free. For a moment, she just stared at him this man who terrified her, who trapped her, who still whispered love in the silence like it was prayer. Something stung in her chest, a strange ache she didn’t want to name.

She slipped out of bed, washed away the sweat of the nightmare, dressed, and carried herself to breakfast.

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The house was alive with morning bustle utensils clinking, servants moving, the faint aroma of cardamom and ghee. Aarav’s mother looked up as Siyara entered, her face brightening into a warm smile.

“Beta, sit. You must eat something,” she urged, pulling out the chair beside her.

Siyara sat quietly, her hands folded in her lap until a plate was served before her. Aarav joined moments later, freshly dressed, his expression unreadable, though his eyes lingered a second too long on her face as if confirming she had slept.

It was his father who broke the silence, setting down his teacup with a decisive clink.

“Listen, both of you. Tonight, we’ve arranged a small reception.”

Siyara’s head jerked up. “Reception?”

His mother beamed, adjusting her saree pallu. “Yes, beta. To introduce you properly as Aarav’s wife to our family friends. Just a simple gathering. Nothing overwhelming.”

Her heart lurched. Reception. A word too heavy, too public. She wasn’t ready. She didn’t even know what this marriage meant.

Aarav, however, only nodded slightly, his tone calm, smooth, deliberate. “You’ll manage, Siyara.”

That flicker of warmth returned to his voice, a softness meant only for her. “Don’t worry. I’ll be there.”

Siyara stormed into her room, her saree pallu clutched tight in her fist. Her chest rose and fell sharply; the word reception echoed in her ears like a drumbeat she couldn’t silence. She slammed the door behind her only for it to open again with a slow, deliberate creak.

Aarav entered, calm as ever. His presence filled the room like smoke, suffocating.

She turned on him, her voice trembling but firm.

“I don’t want this reception. I’m not ready.”

His gaze didn’t flicker. He stepped closer, unhurried, as though her refusal was nothing but air.

“You don’t need to be ready. I’m here.”

Siyara shook her head, backing away until her spine met the wall.

“No, Aarav. You don’t understand. I can’t stand in front of people like this. I won’t do it.”

For a moment, silence stretched taut, suffocating. Then his eyes hardened, a shadow sweeping over his features.

He leaned in, his voice dropping low, sharp as a blade.

“If you refuse…” he paused, letting the threat thicken between them, “…I’ll kill Varun.”

Her blood froze.

“W-What?” she whispered, her throat tight.

His jaw clenched, but his tone remained disturbingly calm.

“Don’t test me, Siyara. You know I keep my word. Stand by my side tonight or Varun pays the price.”

Tears stung her eyes, fury and helplessness crashing inside her like a storm. She wanted to scream at him, claw at him, fight but the image of Varun’s face stopped her cold.

Her silence was all he needed. His lips curved, not into a smile, but into something colder—satisfaction.

“Good girl.”

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The house throbbed with preparations that did not belong to her.

Lights were strung across the courtyard, laughter echoed through the walls, and trays of sweets passed from hand to hand. Yet in Siyara’s chest, silence grew like stone.

Her mother-in-law entered her room with warmth that felt too heavy to bear.

“Beti, tonight you must shine. You are the bride of this house.”

Siyara’s lips parted, but no sound escaped. Her throat had been silenced hours ago when Aarav’s words cut deeper than any blade: If you refuse, Varun dies.

They dressed her in crimson silk embroidered with gold, each layer heavier than the last. Bangles slid over her wrists, anklets chimed at her feet, a necklace clasped tight around her throat. She felt not like a woman, but like a sacrifice wrapped in glitter.

The mirror mocked her with a stranger’s face painted lips, kohl-lined eyes, a smile that refused to form.

She thought of the two girls, of Varun’s gentle laughter, of freedom slipping farther away with every knot tied in her saree.

Downstairs, the family’s excitement swelled. Guests arrived in streams, their voices sweet and congratulatory. “Such a beautiful couple,” they murmured. “Such a lucky girl.”

Siyara descended the stairs slowly, every step a battle. And then he was there. Aarav.

Dressed in black sherwani, standing with the composure of a king who owned not just the room, but her very breath. His gaze never left her, unwavering, unyielding, burning. To everyone else, it was adoration. To her, it was a chain.

They seated her beside him on the decorated dais, flashes of cameras bursting, blessings showering. He leaned closer, just enough for only her to hear:

“You wear this well,” he murmured. “Better than fear. Don’t forget your silence keeps him alive.”

Her hands tightened in her lap. She dared not look at him, yet his shadow wrapped around her, heavier than the jewels on her skin.

And so the reception unfolded lights, music, laughter, while inside her, darkness grew louder.

Siyara sat beside Aarav, the bride the world wanted to see draped in crimson silk, bangles chiming faintly at her trembling wrists. To everyone else, she looked perfect. Only she knew how hollow it felt.

Aarav’s mother leaned forward, her eyes glowing with pride.

“My bahu looks like Lakshmi herself tonight. Aarav, don’t you dare let her out of your sight.”

A ripple of laughter passed through the relatives. An elderly aunt chuckled, nudging another.

“Just look at him hasn’t taken his eyes off her for a second. Our Aarav has finally fallen.”

Another cousin smirked, raising his glass.

“Careful, bhai. You keep staring like that, you’ll scare her more than impress her.”

The hall erupted with teasing chuckles. Even Aarav’s father, usually so reserved, smiled.

“Let them tease, Aarav. But they are right you’ve never looked this alive.”

Aarav said nothing. His gaze stayed fixed on Siyara, as though every word spoken was irrelevant except her silence. He reached for her hand beneath the tablecloth just a brush of fingers, cold and firm.

She flinched, pulling back gently, hiding her discomfort behind a polite smile. Her lips curved for the relatives, but her lungs were burning. Each compliment weighed like a chain. Each laugh felt like a cage snapping tighter.

They see love. They don’t see the threat behind it. They see devotion. They don’t hear the knife hidden in his words.

A little cousin ran up, tugging at Siyara’s saree.

“Bhabhi, you are so pretty! Aarav bhaiya is lucky!”

The words stabbed her deeper than any blade. The hall clapped and laughed again, and Siyara lowered her eyes, her smile trembling on the edge of collapse.

Across the room, Aarav leaned closer, his whisper slicing through the noise.

“Smile, Siyara. They’re watching.”

And so she did. She smiled while her heart screamed, while her body sat beside him like an ornament on display. To the world, she was a cherished bride. To herself, she was a prisoner draped in silk.

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